I was in the hospital and I had this baby of ours. I will never understand why all of these kids are swept under the rug. A coffee for him. Homemade whipped cream. I find myself obsessing about you and why you are not here. To say I am beyond disappointed, is an understatement. P.S. Its Humanity. Its been a long and busy day. So, lets keep watching and learning more Ronan. Yes, it was barbaric. Sparkly Eyes - ROCKSTAR RONAN Nobody deserves to get cancer, but especially not children. I went up to the mom. Trust me. Not always is good enough for me, as of now. ? I said I was o.k. She never slows down in my tummy and it always seems like she is having a party in there. Ive had to start thinking about things like what it is going to be like, when Poppy arrives. God, you would have loved that game. They make me want to take on the world because I know I can change this. A little seal with the biggest eyes. My mind is always wandering to where you would be sitting, what you would be eating, how beautiful your little face would have looked lit up by the flickering of the candlelight. We sat outside of her office and I told her some things that I dont share with just anyone. She loves it and usually just falls asleep the entire time. Ah, for those of you who have also been asking the logo for Ronans Foundation is a little seal, because that is what his name means Irish and Gaelic. I remember telling her about you. what a beautiful little guy whos touched so many lives! Because that would have been totally acceptable! She is a wonderful doctor. Not crying. I dont function well in a bullshit and pretending world. Why would I want to break it anymore? It was good to see them. I am doing the only thing I know how which is leaving this all in the hands of you. Ronan. Simple words that go such a long way. So much. Your brothers happiness is proof of that. As soon as my name was called, I got up and asked if it was o.k. Its all I can do just to survive it. on Do you think there will ever come a time when Christmas lights wont be blurry from mytears? You are going to make the best grand poppy ever. Its raining like crazy here today. A world of shiny, happy people. I had a flashback to the days of when I used to ohhhh and awwww over baby girl clothes. She could not believe it. I called her a maverick and an outside of the box thinker.. You should have been causing trouble somewhere like I know you would be doing, if you were here. I hate you. Our super secret meeting required us leaving my house at the butt crack of dawn this morning and driving half way to L.A. a.k.a The Wigwam Resort in Litchfield Park, AZ. Today, I didnt see anything I liked and I just wanted to rip everything off of the racks. I told her the awful dream I had about you and how my memory of you was completely gone. That is about the best I can do. Tomorrow will be better with my sidekick in tow to help out with my crisis which is actually not a crisis at all.

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